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Issue 10         Page 111

toward hibernation

out of her drawer hangs

the waistband of faded jeans

alive in the furnace’s heat;

heels of slippers crawl from under the bed;

                                                                              an old sweatshirt is their legless body.

her soft snore is really the pillow returning dreams.

perfect birthplace of a morning

still dark with night and the uncolor of warm sleep.

i leave this

for work,

fresh and new

as spring

dipping its toes

into winter’s water.

i flick on the headlights,

i start the dull ache,

i cringe through an audible swallow,

blinking through shivers

that erupt from my bones,

and look into

the insanity

of the drooling day.

patriots

stars and stripes on bingo cards and/

a caterwauling and/

a field of loud loyalty and/

an american public spread thin

as thought in church pulpits and/

b-something and i-something and/

the n-word from a loser and/

fingers busy eyes busy smoke and/

a vocabulary of seventy-five numbers and/

a flag by declaration hallelujah and/

god says “it’s good to spend money

with me” and/

betsy ross falls off the chair

of her gentle sewing pose and/

thimbles scatter as mad stars

in the rocket’s red glare and/

a long needle sticks through

her bloomers and/

a long streak bleeds down her leg and/

the pattern will have to do and/

“look,” she adds, “what does it matter,

it’s still about empire?” and/

opiates come in many forms and/

g-something and o-something and/

beer and smoke and salute

when the night’s over and/

tell your wife “screw the politicians,

I’m not voting” and/

this of course goddamn it is what you

fought for/

self-made man

scared

of what he bets

on the lottery

his wife

laying out morning clothes

for years

paralyzed

when she wasn’t there

one day

undressed

for the rest of his wealthy life.

tranquilizers and other institutions

at life’s beginning,

understanding hieroglyphics

is a nasty frontier

obvious as an urge

to burn a dream

to charcoal and smoke.

and armed with ashes

of possibilities

and summers

of wintry hope,

you light an unfiltered cigarette

to the memory of achy time

with fingers

that always flip

to the last chapter;

fingers that have grown old

without growing up,

leaving seasons

unmoved.

and naïve.

and sensitive

as arthritic knuckles,

thinking disfigurement

has no odor,

selling pain

that never belonged to them

in that room where books lie

open. and

day after day

the olympic efforts of light

to move in a straight line

while at the same time

avoiding the crumbling rosetta stones

of your hands,

go unnoticed.

the way it is

waters off antarctica

                                      and

dens of bears

                        are

questionable regions

                                      often

steered clear of;

                              unlike

canyon echoes;

so much more

tourist friendly,

                             so much more

doffing night

                        to

cries of wimpy discovery

                                             to

powerful punches

unable 

             to

empty the oceans

                                 or

fill the air.

                   fumes of the city

unite compass points;

                                        birds

bind landscapes

                              with

migrations;

winds

           come together

           coincidentally

                                    and offer

innocence and rain

                   when

no one asked a single cloud

for a story.

© Jadina Lilien: Golden Yellow

old soldiers

a bird calls

the anniversary

to order.

two bony hands

reaching from bed to bed

across years

sanguine enough

to still taste the sirens of the second world war;

where first they met

and second finally married,

with no one else in between.

dry wrinkled fingers

reaching across

these cold tiles

groping warmly

for each other,

touching.

tears wetting pillows,

knowing only that

they have to fall,

filling

an abysmal space

bridged

by soft eyes locking in the

whispering of honeymoons

and other deep memories.

small smiles twitching

and foamy at the edges,

hair

the white of winter straw.

new year’s eve

times square

1945,

when they married.

today,

the same countdown,

when their blood is pushed along

with nowhere to go,

the survival of two recruits

fetaled in a foxhole,

the only response to war.

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