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The Literary Review

Issue 9         Page 51

THE LAST RODEO

strange this trip back in time

not with flesh and blood but

in the disguise of poems

having survived all these decades

the muscles the cells all changing dying

yet somehow managing to survive

traveling through a time tunnel through

an origin you cannot remember because

there is no you to remember it

I walk behind my shadow

shed the years like a snake sheds its skin

I who have never called myself a poet

never clothed myself in consonants and vowels

nor took refuge in similes or metaphors

yet plant the words on the page like

a florist preparing a bridal bouquet

a tender arrangement of flesh and bones

at war with the demons who leave behind

a Custer massacre of words

left cooking these images like

a skilled fry-cook at a greasy diner

I wake at three in the morning

with junkie like sweats

my eyes a heat-seeking missile

homed in on an invisible kill

left feeling like an alcoholic with the DT’s

trying to roll a cigarette atop a bucking bull

at the world’s last rodeo

RIP Jack Hirschman 1933-2021

The streets of North Beach are quiet
Silent taps play at Spec’s
The Cafe Trieste weeps
The Red Brigade beats its drums
Poems loud as thunder
Beat back the dark clouds
Enter the eardrums like artillery fire
Like Bob Kaufman said
“When I die I won’t stay dead”
Lawrence Ferlinghetti waits to greet you
Beautiful butterflies spread their wings
Reshape the stars the universe
Cosmic matter waiting to be reborn 

ODE TO PEDRO

I was never a baseball fan,

            Not really.

So how did it happen that the

            Closest, dearest friend

            Of my life

Was a prodigy who

            Made it to the Show

And lingered there for only

            A few years

Before bailing—missing the revivifying succor

            Of family and friends.

Of course, it was later—much later—

            That I would meet Pedro,

            When he wandered into my office

Announcing: he wished

            To be my Deputy Director.

Hmm. I ran a schools program

            For the City of New York,

The part that watched over housing

            And the people who sheltered there,

Directing a learning program for kids

            From kindergarten on up

One that taught youngsters about

            Rent and the law and the courts and economics and

            Cockroaches and vermin and lead poisoning

            And garbage disposal

            And community gardens and

            Keeping safe and clean and wise

            In households that loved them.

And who was this guy, again?

            A baseball player? Who’d pitched

            And hit and run for the Braves

            And the Giants?

Well, to be sure, he’d also been electrician and

            property manager

and I had my own peculiar trajectory:

            a college professor in

            Russian history, a poet, a novelist, a short story

            writer—What was I doing in this particular slot,

            running a program about housing?

Whatever the case,

these opposites met and, in a

            Few years of work together

            Forged a bond that lasted

            Until Pedro died.

            And long afterwards,

which is to say

            Until this very moment.

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