Carol Hamilton
American Sign Language Has No Verb To Be
What can it mean when your fingers
go fluttering and your face scurries
along like cloud shadows in the desert
on a rare windy day without a verb for being
anywhere in your grammar of silence?
The rest of us live in a too-noisy
universe, so we watch your dance
of fingers with no inkling of how
such moving grace holds meaning.
We would have to work and work
to learn your language now. They say
the pattern of grammar for our natal tongues
is learned in the womb. Complex Japanese
sentence structure or the Spanish object
that comes before what that act is
are difficult for English-speakers
come late to learning. What shakings
of the womb sea you swam in
prepared you for a bonding
with this earth-bound life we all
share? I do not understand
the harsh gutturals of my own tongue
on angry lips nor do I grasp how love
is passed on by flying fingers that barely
move this earthly air. How can I ever snatch
meaning in the noisy cacophony
of existence even though I have
always held tight to a grammar
that can thoughtlessly say, “I am”?