James Harms
Step Out onto the Planet
A finch I guess, though God knows since
every other bird around here, it seems,
is a finch or a sparrow, passerines from
the order Passeriformes, which is like saying
I’m a guy, me and half of all people on
the planet, though I realize that’s getting
complicated these days. But in the corner
of Dad’s balcony, the remnants of a nest
turn out to be less remnant and more nest,
three eggs out of sight until the finch
shows up like a blur of red in the corner
of a Diebenkorn painting, a thumbprint
that stands for finch (in my interpretation)
with the whole blue Pacific as background,
or in Dad’s case, though he’s not around
to notice the way he used to, the whole
brown Monongahela as background,
a coal train twice a day in each direction,
an echo to all these birds, half of which
are Passeriformes, or so says the internet,
definitely the two tucked in behind the light
fixture on my Dad’s porch, which he never
turned on; I’m pretty certain he didn’t
know where the switch was. But he sure
as hell loved those finches: I found
the copy of Birds of North America Dash
gave him for Christmas and he had
it marked with a cutting from
a Palm Sunday frond he kept on his
bedside table, and there it is, the blush
behind the necks, the rosy finch
in the picture just like the two behind
the light, attending to the eggs I guess,
laid before Dad died, and about to hatch.
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