The Literary Review
In a room full of wanderers
In a room full of wanderers
The wanderer paints the scene
In a tremor. Straight lines
Become waves and waves
Become the blood’s
Natural way of flowing
Through his veins.
It senses the soul next door
Roaming the London streets
With a pen and paper,
Filling the pages with an outpouring
Of pain turned into rage turned
Into the apathetic stage
Of life as it is lived
When it is lived past thirty.
To hide in the forest
That decimates the heart
This particular wanderer
Wears a long and disgusting
Beard with long, greasy hair
And an oddly fashionable
Blue shirt.
The wrinkles are spreading across
This valley of a face
In its reproductive glory
Like the branches of a tree
Day by day by day
But the wanderer in question
Wanders with a soul
So young still
And so fragile
It has found
Its own picture of Dorian
It has left itself vacant in the sun
While the world stares
At the painting
Of a man
Trapped in a frame.
- Nadja Moore
The coward
The coward
Points his finger
At the world.
The bus driver
Has too many kids,
The eighteen-year-old
Left school
Three years ago,
My mother
Marries
Mad men,
That school
Is the kind
Of school
So-and-so’s
Children go to,
Girls
Are
Different
To boys,
My wife
Betrayed me,
My boss
Is a fuckhead
Clearly,
Sausage rolls
Are good
For the
Soul,
Yes yes yes
It’s a pity
You’re fat
It’s a pity
You
Talk
Like
A man
Who
Doesn’t give a crap
I do
I do
I give things
And people take them
And I’ll grumble
But never tell them.
- Nadja Moore
Alone in the world.
There are moments like these
When only the birds outside
Can be heard chirping
And the ducks and swans
Can be heard cackling;
But the house itself
Is silent.
And I
Am alone.
I sit on the sofa
With my legs crossed
And my back bent
Over the screen;
I drink coffee
And read about
Billy’s best cigarette
On the side
While I
Muse
And bathe
In silence.
For the first time
In weeks
The silence
Doesn’t scare me.
For the first time
Since Wednesday
I don’t regret
Going out alone.
There is a freedom
In being alone.
There is
Something ecstatic
About being
Alone.
A conversation
With yourself
Unfolds
And
A little respect
Pokes
Its head
Through that tiny
Crack in the door.
A glimmer of hope
Perhaps;
A good start
To the day, for sure.
- Nadja Moore
Early morning
Early morning
The light in here
Is so calming
I could sleep
Rest my eyes
For a while
Today
I don’t have
To laugh
At the jokes
Or smile
When he
Tries
To make
Mother
Happy
Or himself
Worthy
Of her
The man
Is a shadow
Too large
For me
To grow
Out of
But still
Today
I’ll sleep
And tomorrow
Forgive
And later
Go home
And kiss
The surface
Goodbye
For the depths
Are cold
And they are
Darker
Than I’m used to
But I saw
A fish
With a lightbulb
Hanging from
Its forehead
And thought
“Genius!”
- Nadja Moore