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Caught in between
A nimble woman filing her nails on the Mineola train,
the curetted skies spilling inside the wide windows,
bodies harboring secrets, standing, sitting, caught up
in screen worlds that fragment reality in tinsel shreds,
luring the retina yet numbing all live cell. The lulling
of the railcar, the musty air, the sandpapery throat of
December scratching the glass, I don’t want to hear
Jamaica is next, get off to an empty apartment reeking
of orange rind and Dottera oil spills, little distractions
that abet a sort of pillage of the self, making room for
swelling voices from afar, pungent in their sting, how
does one tame the language animal dwelling in the throat,
swaddled in coarse tissue, scratching the pores, this poem
in English is but a haunted home, beam bones I have learnt
to chew on my daily commute, something deep inside has
grown hard and now it clamps the chest, limpid gelatin.